Monthly ArchiveJanuary 2018


My journey as a beauty therapist

The Beginning…

When I look back I did not enter the beauty business to be my own boss, far from it I just went into a career that I fell in love with.   Let’s take a little look back and starts with my story:

Hello there! and if you don’t know me yet my name is Marianne Williamson.  I really did have a fun childhood, memories not knowing anything was wrong but at 8 my mum she was gone, breast cancer. My dad worked in the oil industry and was always working hard as a single parent but involved us much as he could.  Interested in martial arts, computer games, films, world culture, cooking, nature oh my goodness I am my father’s daughter. If he had to work at weekends off we went with him to the engineering firm my brother and I playing with with mini cranes (oh the health and safety would have a fit!) and hands in oil, hiding in massive boxes with foam packaging and generally having a great time.

To say I was a bit of a tom boy was probably accurate I didnt know anything other apart from time with my gran and helping her with baking and cooking.  I was not surrounded by typical make-up or feminine things I loved playing in the mud, outdoors, nature but I could sit for hours drawing and painting looking at the finest details of things.

My dad remarried when I was 12 and I had a feminine influence in my life.  Sadly my dad was killed in a car accident the next year and I look back at how my step mum brought me up.  Be my own person, be independent and stand on my own two feet which was to stand me as a mantra my whole life.

I was also painfully shy so started karate at the age of 13, what an amazing time and a great building block for confidence, learning respect for others and achieving black belt at 19 I had developing personally teaching others.  Oh was there something there talking to others and have them listening with interest.

My final year at school I spend most of my time in the art department so I decided to enroll at art college but after a year I realised I liked art but as a career I was not so sure.   To make extra money I was making money creating jewellery and designing my own branding and packaging.  I decided I would do beauty therapy as it was a way to be creative in a different way but I needed more higher education qualifications so went back to college to do some more highers.

Yay! I passed my higher qualifications and was accepted into the 2 year City & Guild Beauty Therapy & Electrical epilation course in 1992 at the age of 20 and one of the oldest in my class.  I then realised I loved science and learning after struggling at school but college I found it fascinating biology, physics, chemistry and anatomy. I now know this is where my love of research began and guess what there was also an art class too, I was in heaven I loved it.  Two years later I qualified with distinctions and it was time to find a job as a beauty therapist.


A brand new hair and beauty salon was opening in my home town I had to do everything set up the room, find suppliers and this was exciting.  Even though after amazing training I had no one to mentor me and guide me so I decided after a year at the age of 23 went to explore my options so I went to the library got out all the yellow pages (days before the internet – omg there was a time no internet!).  I must have written to about 50 salons in Edinburgh.  I got 2 replies and one was Jenners and I was offered an interview, I had never heard of Jenners but mum was omg that is really posh!

I passed the first interview then had to go back for a trade test.  I was offered the job went on the mad dash to try and find somewhere to live, goodness it was expensive.  My first move from home was equally scary and exciting.  I was starting in 2 weeks and no where to live so my manager let me stay in her spare room while she went on holiday so I was house sitting for my new boss and it gave me time to look for something.  I could only afford a room in shared flats and jeez they were grim.  But I eventually manged to find a one bedroom flat in not in the best location but hey it was home.

I realised how much I loved working with clients making them feel great, I adored skincare and facial treatments with amazing opportunities going  to London and Ascot to name but a few advancing my skills.  I was like a sponge give me more!  I am still like that today funnily enough.  I felt so confident, met Kirsten who took me under her wing the country bumpkin moving to the city. I had never had experienced being part of a big team but I thrived.

Time to return…

After some time I decided it was time to come back to my home town I was ready. Over the next few years I worked in small businesses and a hotel spa and there was a theme I noticed.  Setting them up, revamping and building their businesses.  From qualifying in 1994 and then working for others I had a light bulb moment.  Working for others was my learning foundation to work with clients of all backgrounds was my experience, it was time to branch out on my own it was time for my next progression of my journey.


I forget actually Inner Balance was not my first businesss.  In 1998 I set up Therapeutics after training with the Academy of On-site massage doing mobile seated massage while working part time in a small hairdressers doing beauty therapy employed and it was fantastic.  Then the opportunity came up to set up the spa at the brand new golf course hotel in Carnoustie.  I took the reigns and confidently approached the hotel there was no job advertised so Marianne get off your butt and put your skills and personality forward.  I knew I would be perfect and head therapist is what I wanted.  I had lots to offer and they accepted.  The Golf open came and went but it was soon apparent that I needed to work for myself I wanted to move upwards and advance my career I was driven.

I returned to the little hair salon that I loved working in as they had a great beauty space but they were struggling keeping therapists.  So I approached them and said I would come back if I could set up my own business it was time.  They said a massive yes! and so it was born the opportunity in 2000 that  Inner Balance health & beauty was created.  With an additional small retail line but my dream was to have a gift shop to sit along side the treatments.

I went to the business gateway and being advised it would not be viable, I did not listen I submitted my business plan got a £10 weekly grant for a year.   I went and opened up a business account.  My dad had left me shares when he passed and I thought I know what I need to do to make him proud, so I cashed the shares and set up my business all in aged 28.  I ended up doubling my daily projections on my business plan so to the negative nelly that said it was not viable…. ha!

Four years later I had outgrown the hair salon I needed my own shop but what a fantastic start and so it was back to Carnoustie and total renovation of a sandwich shop.  I had space my dream of expanding was coming together.  I went to the bank took out a business loan and my dream of having my little gift shop and therapy salon had arrived.  I also needed to employ staff and that has been a learning process over the years.  We stayed at that location for the next 10 years, Ellie our therapist had finished her training in 2013 and a year qualified so I wanted to impart my knowledge to her as a therapist. We fast forward to 2014 and had outgrown that location.  Six months renovation project and we were on the move to a shop 3 times bigger and here we are.

The present…

2016 brought a little bump in the road being diagnosed with stage 3 bowel cancer but surgery, chemo and radiotherapy was just what needed to be done, no need to question why it just was and had to be done.  Ellie was my rock in the business I had taught her well so I was able to take time to recover and reflect and she absolutely blossomed as a therapist.  I seriously looked at my life and knew it was a kind tap on the shoulder to tell me to slow down your not invincible.  After meeting my wonderful chemo buddy Henry who encouraged me to start painting again, start studying again I just could not do enough reading and research into holistics and returned to work 8 months later –  I know that is bonker but hey I am a determined wee mare!  So at 45 I am still recovering in lots of aspects but 26 years since I started my beauty therapy journey I still love it as day one I started my training.

My mission was to train every year and keep my skills and team members knowledge fun and updated.  To bring quality treatments, knowledge and create a professional, friendly, real and warm environment for our clients many of which we are happy to call our friends.

It is a special year this year my baby is heading towards her last teen years as we celebrate 18 years since Inner Balance began – its been a journey and a half with laughter and tears.  It is not all about me anymore it is about my amazing team and wonderful clients for which I am grateful and thankful for every day.

Loving the journey

Marianne x


Why is a skincare routine so important?

Why is a skincare routine so important?

Our skin is the biggest organ of the body and is constantly being bombarded with stresses like invisible little ninjas trying to attack that vital protective barrier of the skin.

  • Are you stuck in an office or travelling most of the day and not getting enough fresh air?
  • Suddenly hitting that age where you think you shouldn’t be getting spots?
  • Teen going through skin changes?
  • Or maybe you are like me are menopausal and your skin does not like to behave itself?

Hormonal, environmental and lifestyle stresses can play havoc on your skin from the inside and out.  Having a good skincare routine is a great way to protect, repair,  hydrate and nourish your skin.

Let us start by looking in the mirror with this simple skin test:

  • Does your skin look dry? Then it probably is.
  • Does your skin look shiny and oily? Then it is probably oily.
  • Does your skin have blocked pores, oily and dry? Then it is probably combination.

Who would have thought it could be that simple.  As therapists we are looking at lots of factors on the skin rather than a type such as lifestyle and the environment you are in.  Taking into account not just the outside but the inside too.

  • Did you know you can have oily skin but be dehydrated?
  • Did you know that dry skin can cause spots due to tight pores and build up of dead skin cells and natural oils plugging in the skin, which can give you a false sense of what your skin needs.
  • Did you know hormonal changes can cause dryness, spots and sensitivity?
  • Did you know that wind damage is just as bad as sun damage on the skin?

We totally understand how confusing it must be with so many products bombarding your viewpoint when we are shopping.  We often see people using products that are actually not doing much for the skin at all but hey that is OK that is where we are here to help you.

Some of the common things we see are our younger clients using anti-age products that are really too rich and heavy for the skin or products that are just too abrasive on the skin.   More demanding skins not having enough active ingredients to target concerns.   We love to cover our bodies with the latest fashion and shoes.  Yet an area that is exposed to the elements like the face in particular sometimes is an area we are not sure about what to do or just forget about.

Skincare does not have to be complicated.  Make it as simple or as elaborate as you want to make it and we can help guide you in the right direction.  Here is a few questions:

  • Would you rather have a few quality products that you use every day until they are finished and you enjoy and see results?
  • Have you fallen for the latest fads and products that are still sitting in your bathroom after a few weeks when you realise they are not what you thought once the novelty has gone?
  • Have used the same skincare products for years because that is just your routine but the products are just not working like they used to?
  • Or you just do not have a clue where to start?


I love simplicity so in this blog lets start talking about the first step and that is preparing your skin so we need to talk cleansing.  Bye bye soap and water or cleansing wipes, here are some different options for you.


  • Milks are great for drier skin and can be tailored to your skin type.
  • Simply massage wipe off with cotton pads, cleansing cloth, sponge or rinse off.

TRY: Dr Renaud Raspberry Hydrating Milk

TRY: Dr Renaud White Mulberry  Brightening Milk 

TRY: Dr Renaud Camomile Soothing Milk


Facial washes are a great quick application to cleanse the skin and for those that love to have that “rinsed feeling on the skin”.  Washes are also popular with teens and come in gel and foam form.

  • Add a small amount of wash to the palm of the hand and mix with a little bit of water and gently massage on the skin.  Facial washes can generally be used over the eye area too.
  • Both should ideally feel creamy and hydrating on the skin and in no way the skin should feel tight after.
  • If you are using water on its own or with soap especially in the morning in the shower and you are finding your skin is dry and tight you maybe surprised that most of the moisture in your skin is probably been rinsed away down the plug with the water.  We think water as so hydrating but it alone can cause dryness.

TRY: Dr Renaud Raspberry Hydrating Wash

TRY: Dr Renaud Lime Purifying Wash

TRY: Dr Renaud Carrot Radiance Foaming Wash


  • Cleansing oil or balms for more drier skin that instantly soothes and hydrates the skin  from the moment it is applied feeling luxurious yet light in texture and can turn to a creamy lotion when rinsed off the skin.
  • Micellar water is quick way to remove eye make-up also without over stimulating the delicate skin area around the eyes and is applied with a cotton pad.

Try: Dr Renaud Rose Cleansing Oil

Try: Dr Renaud Raspberry Cleansing Water


A natural fibre sponge with added ingredients for all skin types.  These sponges once hydrated will gently cleanse the skin.  They can be used with or without cleanser and a great alternative to wipes as they can contain alcohol that may dry the skin long term.

TRY: The original Konjac Sponge Company

A good cleansing routine is a great start to prepare your skin for the next stage of your skincare routine, scrubs, masks and moisturisers which we will talk about at a later date.

Can we help you with a new routine or maybe just start one?  We are always happy to help, if you would like to chat further then feel free to message us on our contact page.


Make-up brushes to art brushes


ART BY – Marianne

As a child I was always fascinated with art and drawing and it led me to go to college in 1990 to do art illustration.  Then I  went into the world of beauty therapy in 1992 and set up my salon Inner Balance in 2000.


Jump forward to 2016 I was diagnosed with stage 3 bowel cancer and I went on an exceptional journey of self discovery and re-assessment of life. After major surgery, chemotherapy and radiotherapy I had time on my hands to recover. I met a very special friend Henry at our first oncology appointment we were destined to become friends and as he put it “we are soul family”. He was an artist and professional medium and I was so inspired by his work and our conversations and the encouragement for me to pick up the paint brushes again.

Sadly Henry passed away at the end of 2016 but he had such a massive impact on my life, he will be ever in my thoughts as I pick up the paint brushes and try to be creative.  I am forever grateful that he was a part of my life even if for a short time.

I adore landscape and nature and initially my preferred medium was with watercolour but I decided to experiment with mediums including gouache, acrylic and oils and discovering Bob Ross and “the joy of painting” was a revelation. I started my paintings for me and its become a form of meditation and lets me go into the quiet space of my mind and totally immerse myself into my world. I was delighted when my friends and clients at the salon started to really like what I was doing. So I created a mini gallery within the salon to which you can see the paintings.  They are all for sale and looking for a new home and each painting is very special to me and is created with love and energy.

I am totally loving the journey and look forward to seeing where the creativity will flow stepping forward into this wonderful place we call life.


 Find more of Marianne’s work on her Facebook page.